haIz..
i reALlie fe3L liK giVin uP myseLf..
iT iS n0t stArt3d bc0S i weNt wiD mY oTheR frEns..
it iS reaLlie aCcumuLated..
sTarTed whEn u mIstReat 0uR bEst freN..
h0w u aLl iGn0Red heR?!
deN iT was daT guY..
u th0T deRes a thiNg beTweeN uS..
bUt..u..
s0 sCAreD i w0uLd sNatcHed hiM aWae fRm u?!
wE weRE liK siStaS?!
wAD u waNn..wE caN t0K thiNgs nIceLy..
whY mUs u aSsuMe thiNgs?!
deN u aLl laBeLed me As..
y0u xiE Ren?!
iS n0t Dat i duNn0..
i Just aCt as th0Ugh i dunN0..
uR teStim0niaL..
whEN u aLl weNt witH0ut Me?!
uR aLl diDnt eVen waNna waIt f0r Me..
aNd im aLwaEs CatChiN up uR aLl..
watChiN uR baCk m0viN 3Ven fuRthEr frM me..
whEN u aLl f0uNd a cHance..
uR w0uLd jUst duMp mE wiD th0Se naN hUa ppL..
i n0t meANt dEy ARe..s3RiousLy n0 0fFeNse.
DEY ARE VERY GREAT..REALLIE..
buT jUsT daT..
h0w c0uLd u LeavE mE al0Ne dEre?!
deN u aLl wEnt t0 ti0Ng paRk..
u ScRAbbLe mY naMes aLl 0Va?!
aNd u Just repLiEd me wId..a..
"0h..i wR0te dAt veRy l0Ng ag0..aNd i wR0te iT higH aB0ve..s0 i th0T no oNe caN Se3 iT.."
iF iTs dEN..WHY B0RTHER T0 WRITE IT D0WN IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
uRe n0t eVen guiLty..
iM tiRed 0f tiNkiN whIch pLaces wE shLd g0..
c0s iTs aLwaeS m3.
kiLliN my braIn cElLs..
aNd iTs n0T tHE ppL dAts lEAviN u..
iS uR aBaNd0N me fiRSt..
JusT liK WAd u aLl diD t0 hER..
aN0tHEr thiNg..u aLl liK t0 0fFeNd pPl aNd maK enEmiEs..
d0esNt m3aN i hAv t0 f0Ll0w rIight..
Esp wHeN dEy aRe mY cLassMatEs..
i RespEct THe wAe whY u aRe n0t haPpie wiD deM..
bUt..cNt u aLl JuSt uNdeRstaNd?!
iTs beTa t0 maK freNs deN eneMies..
i kNEw u aLl miigHt hAd SAe al0T 0f thiiNgs..
maYbe i reALlie diD suM thiNgs daT reaLlie hUrt u aLl witH0ut mE kn0win..
dEN i reaLlie s0Rrie..
REalLie s0RrI3..
But u duN haV t0 maK iT s0 oPenLy..
u aLl reaLlie haTe me?!
duN eVen giV mE a chaNce t0 tuRn thiNgs 0VA..
whEn uR aLl pAss bY m3..
i Waved t0 uR aLl..
maYbe u cNt sE3..
i duNn0...
bUt if u TreaT dIs aS a Wae dAt iM Bu shUaNg...
deN WAD ELSE CAN I D0?!
i duN waNna teLl aNy1 waD hapPeNed..
bC0s i duN waNna sAE anY neGatiVE thiNgs dAt miGht SpoiL mY sIsTas iMaGe..
aNd lEAv3 deY aLl t0 tiNk..
diS iS reaLlie n0t uR aLl..
u aLl meaNt dAt muCh t0 Me..
We shAred aNd enduRed aLl eVEnts..
it nEva cR0Ss mY miNd Dat We aRe g0Na BreaK aPaRt..
i reaLlie duN waNn dAt t0 haPpeNed..
seri0uSly..
haIz..
bUt iM n0t a R0BoT..
iM REallie vEry tiREd..
i cNt sLe3P aT niiGhtx..
aNd u n0E..
i duN g0 SCh aS earLy aS usuaL le..
i Just haV t0 lEave thiNgs t0 faTe..
aNd hoPe thiNgs w0uLd tuRn ouT bEta..
bUt sCared 0f tHE sh0OtiN sTaRs daT w0uLd faLl s0 hEAviLy..
I reALlie tReasurEd u aLl aL0t..
iTs reALlie a miRacLe wE caN Be t0Geth3r..
th0Ugh wE aRe aLl aT diFfeRent cLass...
But..n0W..WAd caN i stiLl SAe?!
.:peILing:.
25maY06
